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Sunday, 26 July 2009,22:17

I need to ask

Hohoho..Gt 7th for the relay run and just good enough for a medal. XL, last runner, was late! We were planning who to run the last round...well it got to be me since i'm the 3rd runner and have quite some time to recover. After I took the baton and ran about half of the route, the only thought that went through me was "S*it sh*t shi*, can i run one more time? I was quite tired and I could not outrun the dragon boater in front of me..." I wonder why I seem to be weaker these days...why? hmm...probably think too much about relationship stuff which i shldn't even bother right? lols. Well after i pass my baton to Martin, walk to the field i saw XL warming up...PHEW i went over and said god bless u came lols. He ran really fast! But wasn't fast enough for him...always room for improvement hoho
After the race...we went to Bukit Timah food centre to eat. There were only (chiong), Wen li, Nigel, Jun Jie and I. The (chiong) is super funny and well very rich. How i know? We went to his house to watch the channel 5, 10pm show as it was showing the PINNACLE RACE! lols.

Saturday, went to Acres to do help em' out with the other Leo members. Seems like Sulaiman is going to be the next President i suppose...judging from the way things go and how Joel(current President) is giving him the opportunity to show his worth. We pulled vines which were destroying the fences and had some educational talk from the staff there. This is to prepare us for an event that is coming up somewhere in Oct. Well lets just see how things go. POS (pledge of silence) / Fight the Stigma (FTS) must happen...I will be EXtremely disappointed if this were to fail...

Later proceeded on to Orchard to go to ION...man that place is VERY nice!!!

After slacking so much, my sunday is dedicated to studying...but seems like it wasn't really productive...thoughts run wild cant kill em'...

I really wonder... ...can we get closer? can we ...etc... Whats with this yearning...that lasted for so long...so long...mths after mths...day after day.

I need to ask u if we can proceed.

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名前：良太　（ｒｙu－ｔａ）　／　Ａｌｖｉｎ　Ｉｎ　Ｎｐ　ＢＭＳＡ　masterpiece in the making Ｃｅｒｔａｉｎｌｙ　ｎｏｔ　ａ　ｈｙｐｏｃｒｉｔｅ． Tactless at times but working on it Love to indulge in food =) Loves to daydream. Loves to READ books >>Ｗorking hard towards my dreams＞＞ Love sports such as badminton, bowling, rock climbing etc.etc. Cranky at times, weird at times, lame at times and keeping quiet too. -------------- ＜Ｗｈａｔ　Ｗｉｌｌ　Ｍａｔｔｅｒr＞ -------------- Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the thingd you collected, whether treasured or forgotten will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from or what side of the tracks you lived on at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin colour will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought but what you built, not what you got but what you gave. What will matter is not your success but your significance. What will ,atter is not what you learned but what you taught. What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage or sacrifice that enriched, empower or encourafed others to emulate your example. What will matter is not your competence but your character. What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone. What will matter is not your memories but the memoriesof those who loved you. What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what. Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident. It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice. Choose to live a life that matters. -------------------------------------------- [ＩＴ’ｓ　Ｎｏｔ　Ｅａｓｙ] Let's be honest. Ethics is not for wimps. It's not easy being a good person. It's not easy to be honest when it might be costly, to play fair when others cheat or to keep inconvenient promises. It's not easy to stand up for our beliefs and still respect differing viewpoints. It's not easy to control powerful impulses, to be accountable for our attitudes and actions, to tackle unpleasant tasks or to sacrifice the now for later. It's not easy easy to bear criticism and learn from it without getting angry, to take advice or to admit error. It's not easy to really feel genuine remorse and apologise sincerely, or to accept an apology graciously and truly forgive. It's not easy to stop feeling like a victim, to resist cynicism and to make the best of every situation It's not easy to be consistently kind, to think of others first, to judge generously, to give the benefit of doubt. It's not easy to be grateful or to give without concern for reward or gratitude. It's not easy to fail and still keep trying, to learn from failure, to risk failing again, to start over, to lose with grace to be glad for the success of another. It's not easy to avoid excuses and rationalisations or to resist temptations. No, being a person of character is not easy. That's why its such a lofty goal and an admirable achievement. -------------------