Guess i am just lonely...haha. TOday had my AM tuition, seems like it is becoming a torture but i learn a lot from the lessons. Starts early and i always have late nights...sianz must Slp early! lol.

Next i proceeded to Kovan CC at about 3pm reach the cafe. Maybe being alone there, made me sort out my thoughts and see myself...just a sick Arse who needs to change. I felt rather happy to be honest, after the studying that is. I ordered a piece of cheese cake and Earl grey tea, man the cake i Delicious/Tege UME yummy! I work really hard to control and eat a little bit of the cake as a form of motivation^^ Told myself: i still have a cake lol. Only completed 1 paper(-1 qn) out of the numerous amount, but still felt good. Lucky i have the AM tuition^^ if not i could not have done the paper.

Felt sad cause there is no pretty gals...haiz...only got 2 JC students beside me...annoying and many others...lol. Sick thoughts aside, i thought of bringing Keii and chinami and whoever who is coming to S'pore to MINDS, fun isn't it? pool also. ice-skating also. thinking too much of such things...dun even think keii even thought of such things X.x haizzz crazy me...

Did some running, to further hurt myself lol My body ain't that stong huh. lol.

What can you tell about a person if he loves songs filled with sadness, the sadder the tune the more he loves the song. so what do you think of such a person?

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